Before Sunrise 愛在黎明破曉時(shí)

<BeforeSunrise>愛在黎明破曉時(shí)1.Youknow,myparentsneverreallyspokeofthepossibilityofmyfallinginloveorgettingmarriedorhavingchildren.你知道，我父母從沒真正談?wù)撨^我將來會(huì)戀愛、結(jié)婚、生子的可能性。Evenasalittlegirltheywantedmetothinkasafuturecareer,asainteriordesignerorlawyerorsomethinglikethat.甚至我還是個(gè)小女孩時(shí)他們就要我為將來做打算,例如室內(nèi)設(shè)計(jì)，律師或諸如此類。I'dsaytomydad,"Iwanttobeawriter."Andhe'dsay,"Journalist."我對(duì)我爸爸說我想當(dāng)作家。他就說做記者。I'dsay,"Iwantedtohavearefugeforstraycats."He'dsay,"Veterinarian."我說想開個(gè)流浪貓收容所,他就說做獸醫(yī)。I'dsay,"Iwantedtobeanactress."He'dsay,"TVnewscaster."我說想做演藝工作,他就說做電視播音員。Itwasthisconstantconversionofmyfancifulambitionintothesepracticalmoneymakingventures.這使得我的理想抱負(fù)慢慢轉(zhuǎn)變成了現(xiàn)實(shí)的賺錢手段。2.Allright.Thinkofitlikethis.好吧，設(shè)想一下，Jumpahead10,20years,okay?Andyou'remarried.10年20年之后，懂嗎?你結(jié)婚了。Onlyyourmarriagedoesn'thavethatsameenergythatitusedtohave.你的婚姻不再象當(dāng)年那樣充滿激情。

Youstarttoblameyourhusband.你開始責(zé)備你的丈夫。Youthinkaboutallthoseguysyou'vemetinyourlife...你回想你一生中曾遇見過的所有男人...andwhatmight'vehappenedifyou'dpickedupwithoneofthem.設(shè)想嫁給他們中的一個(gè)會(huì)發(fā)生什么？Well,I'moneofthoseguys.That'sme.我就是那些家伙中的一個(gè)，就是我。Sothinkofthisastimetravel...就當(dāng)這是個(gè)時(shí)空旅行...fromthentonowtofindoutwhatyou'remissingouton.從那時(shí)回到現(xiàn)在，看看你當(dāng)時(shí)錯(cuò)過了什么。See,whatthisreallycouldbeisagiganticfavor...看，那真的會(huì)對(duì)你和你未來的丈夫有極大的好處...toyouandyourfuturehusbandtofindoutthatyou'renotmissingoutanything.你會(huì)發(fā)現(xiàn)你并未錯(cuò)過任何東西。I'mjustasbigaloserasheis,totallyunmotivated,boring.我只是個(gè)和他一樣的失敗者，缺乏目標(biāo)，令人厭煩。Andyoumadetherightchoice,andyou'rehappy.而你做了正確的選擇，并為此而開心。3.Ihate...我憎恨...Ihatethat300kilometersfromhere,there'sawargoingon...我憎恨遠(yuǎn)在千里之外的戰(zhàn)爭(zhēng)...peoplearedying,andnobodyknowswhattodoaboutit.人們?cè)谒劳觯珱]人知道該做些什么。Ortheydon'tgiveashit.Idon'tknow.也許他們根本就不在乎，我也說不清。Ihatethatthemedia'stryingtocontrolourminds.我討厭媒體試圖控制我們的思想。-Themedia?-Yeah,themedia.媒體?是的，媒體。It'sverysubtle,butit'sanewformoffascism,really.這很微妙，但它是一種新型的法西斯主義。真的。4.Ialwayslikedtheideaofallthoseunknownpeoplelostintheworld.我一直很向往，一個(gè)無名無姓的人無聲無息地從世上消失。WhenIwasalittlegirl,Ithought...我還是個(gè)小女孩時(shí)曾經(jīng)想過...ifnoneofyourfamilyorfriendsknewyouweredead...如果沒有任何親友知道你已經(jīng)死了...thenit'slikenotreallybeingdead.那你就不是真的死去。Peoplecaninventthebestandtheworstforyou.大家可以替你作最好或最壞的設(shè)想。Shewasonly13whenshedied.她死的時(shí)候只有13歲。Thatmeantsomethingtome,youknow,IwasthatagewhenIfirstsawthis.那對(duì)我來說意味深長(zhǎng),因?yàn)槲业谝淮蝸磉@兒時(shí)就是13歲。NowI'm10yearsolder,andshe'sstill13,Iguess.現(xiàn)在我長(zhǎng)了10歲,可她還是13歲。That'sfunny.這很有趣。5.Everybody'sparentsfuckedthemup.所有的父母都會(huì)多少害了他們的孩子。Richkids'parentsgavethemtoomuch.Poorkids',notenough.有錢的父母給予得太多,而貧窮的父母則給予的不夠。Toomuchattention,notenoughattention.關(guān)愛太多,關(guān)愛太少。Theyeitherleftthemortheytaughtthemthewrongthings.父母不是遺棄就是灌輸些錯(cuò)誤的東西。6.doyouknowanyonewho'sinahappyrelationship?你認(rèn)識(shí)什么婚姻幸福的人嗎?Yeah,sure.Youknow,Iknowhappycouples.當(dāng)然,我認(rèn)識(shí)一些幸福的夫婦。ButIthinktheylietoeachother.可我認(rèn)為他們?cè)诨ハ嗥垓_。Yeah.是?。eoplecanlivetheirwholelifeasalie.人們能在謊言中生活一輩子。Mygrandmother,shewasmarriedtothisman...當(dāng)年我的祖母結(jié)了婚...andIalwaysthoughtshehadasimply,uncomplicatedlovelife.我一直以為她過著簡(jiǎn)單的愛情生活。Butshejustconfessedtomethatshespentherwholelife...但她向我承認(rèn),她窮其一生...dreamingaboutanothermanshewasalwaysinlovewith.在夢(mèng)想著她愛的另一個(gè)男人。Shejustacceptedherfate.It'ssosad.她屈從于命運(yùn),這太可悲了。Inthesametime,Ilovetheideathatshehadallthoseemotions...不過我對(duì)她心中埋藏的那份...andfeelingsIneverthoughtshewouldhavehad.我從來想不到她可能會(huì)有的深情，感到非常著迷。Iguaranteeyouitwasbetterthatway.我敢說那樣更好。Ifshe'dknownhim,he'dhavedisappointedhereventually.一旦她了解了他,她最終會(huì)對(duì)他感到失望的。7.I'mgladbecausenooneknowsI'mhere...我很高興沒有人知道我在這兒...andIdon'tknowanyonethatwouldtellmeallthosebadthingsyou'vedone.也沒有人告訴我你做過的所有壞事。Youknow,youhearsomuchshitaboutpeople.你知道，聽過了太多壞事后，IalwaysfeellikethegeneralofanarmywhenIstartdatingaguy.我總覺得當(dāng)自己開始和一個(gè)人交往時(shí)象個(gè)軍隊(duì)的將軍。Plottingmystrategyandmaneuverings...策劃謀略和手段...knowinghisweakpoints,whatwouldhurthim,seducehim.了解他的弱點(diǎn),什么能傷害他，什么能誘惑他。It'shorrible.太恐怖了。8.Youknowwhat'stheworstthingaboutsomebodybreakingupwithyou?知道別人和你分手最糟糕的事是什么嗎?It'swhenyourememberhowlittleyouthought...就是當(dāng)你發(fā)現(xiàn)自己很少想到...aboutthepeopleyoubrokeupwith...與之分手的人時(shí)...andyourealizethatthatishowlittlethey'rethinkingaboutyou.也意識(shí)到他們同樣很少想到你。You'dliketothinkyou'rebothinallthispain...你以為雙方都沉浸在痛苦之中...butreally,they'rejust,"Hey,I'mgladyou'regone."但實(shí)際上，他卻在想："嘿,很高興你終于離開了。"9.Ifyouhadanisland...假如有一個(gè)孤島...andtherewere99womenontheislandandonlyoneman...島上有99個(gè)女人和1個(gè)男人...inayear,you'dhavethepossibilityof99babies.1年后也許會(huì)多出99個(gè)孩子。Butifyouhaveanislandwith99menandonlyonewoman...但如果島上是99個(gè)男人和1個(gè)女人...inayear,youhavethepossibilityofonlyonebaby.1年后就只可能有一個(gè)孩子Youknowwhat?你知道嗎?Onthisisland,Ithinktherewillbeonlymaybe43menleft.我猜島上也許只會(huì)留下43個(gè)男人，Theywould'vekilledeachothertryingtofuckthispoorwoman.他們會(huì)為了上那個(gè)可憐的女人而互相殘殺。Ontheotherisland...而在另一個(gè)島上...therewouldbe99women,99babies,andnomoreman.會(huì)有99個(gè)女人,99個(gè)孩子，但沒有男人了。Becausetheywould'vegottentogetherandeatenhimalive.因?yàn)樗齻儠?huì)把他生吃掉。There'ssomethingtothat.那是有原因的。Onsomelevel,womendon'tmindtheideaofdestroyingaman.某種程度上,女人并不介意毀掉一個(gè)男人。Iwasoncewalkingdownthestreetwithmyex-girlfriend...有一次我和我的前女友一起逛街...andwe'djustwalkedbythesefourthuggy-IookingguysnexttoaCamaro.剛好有4個(gè)看著挺兇的混混站在車旁。Andoneofthemsays,"Hey,baby,niceass!"其中一個(gè)說："嘿,寶貝,屁股真漂亮"SoI'mlike,"Nobigdeal.Iwon'tgetuptightaboutthis."當(dāng)時(shí)我心想"這沒什么,沒必要為此生氣"Sheturnsandsays,"Fuckyou,dickheads!"可她轉(zhuǎn)過身說："去你媽的,混蛋!"AndI'mlike,"Okay.Waitaminutehere."我心想,"這下好了,等著瞧吧"They'renotgonnacomeoverandkickherass.他們可不會(huì)過來踢她的屁股，10.It'snotsobadiftonightisouronlynight,right?就算今晚是我們僅有的一晚也不錯(cuò)，不是嗎?Peopleexchangenumbers,addresses.我們可以交換電話,住址，Theyendupwritingonce,callingeachotheronceortwice.結(jié)果只是通過一兩封信,一兩次電話，Right.Fizzlesout.然后慢慢地