娜塔莉波特曼2015哈佛畢業(yè)演講中英對(duì)照版

1、Hello, class of 2015. I am so honored to be here today. Dean Khurana, faculty, parents and most especially graduating students.2015屆畢業(yè)生你們好。今天我很榮幸地站在這里。迪恩庫(kù)拉納，教職員工，家長(zhǎng)們，尤其是你們畢業(yè)生們。Thank you so much for inviting me. The senior class committee.非常感謝你們邀請(qǐng)我。感謝大四學(xué)生會(huì)。It's genuinely one of the most exciting

2、thing I've ever been asked to do.這真是我被邀請(qǐng)過(guò)的最令人興奮的一件事。I have to admit primarily because I can't deny it.我不得不承認(rèn)，這主要是因?yàn)槲覜](méi)法兒否認(rèn)它。As it was leaked in the WikiLeaks release of the Sony hack that when I was invited I replied and I directly quote my own email :"wow this is so nice."因?yàn)榫S基解密公布的

3、索尼被黑資料中爆出了我受邀之時(shí)的郵件回復(fù)：“哇哦，這真是太棒了?！?quot;I'm gonna need some funny ghost writers, any ideas?"“我得去物色幾個(gè)搞笑代筆啊，你有啥建議么？”This initial response now blessedly public with from the knowledge at my class day we were lucky enough to have Will Ferrell as class speaker, and many of us were hung-over, or e

4、ven freshly high, mainly wanted to laugh.這段人盡皆知的最初回復(fù)背后的原因是我們畢業(yè)日時(shí)有幸請(qǐng)到了威爾法瑞爾做演講，當(dāng)時(shí)我們中的大多數(shù)都宿醉未醒，或剛開(kāi)始嗨起來(lái)，于是只想笑。So I have to admit that today, even twelve years after graduation. I'm still insecure about my own worthiness.所以我不得不承認(rèn)，即使是在畢業(yè)十二年后的今天，我依然對(duì)自己的價(jià)值毫無(wú)自信。I have to remind myself today you are here

5、 for a reason.我不得不提醒自己，今天你在這里是有原因的。Today I feel much like I did when I came to Harvard as a freshman in 1999 when you guys were to make continued shock and horror still in kindergarten.今天的感覺(jué)很像我在1999年來(lái)到哈佛大學(xué)時(shí)那樣，對(duì)此我很震驚，因?yàn)槟銈兡菚r(shí)還在上幼兒園。I felt like there'd been some mistake that I wasn't smart enoug

6、h to be in this company, and that every time I open my mouth I would have to prove I wasn't just a dumb actress.我感覺(jué)一定有哪兒弄錯(cuò)了，我的智商根本不配來(lái)這里，每次我開(kāi)口說(shuō)話(huà)都必須證明我不只是一個(gè)愚蠢的女演員。So I start with an apology, this won't be very funny.所以我得先道歉，這個(gè)演講并不是很有趣。I'm not a comedian and I didn't get a ghost writer.

7、我不是一個(gè)喜劇演員，我也沒(méi)有找代筆。But I am here to tell you today Harvard is giving you all diplomas tomorrow.但今天我在這里告訴你，哈佛明天會(huì)給你們所有人發(fā)文憑。You are here for a reason.你們?cè)谶@里是有原因的。Sometimes your insecurities and you're an experienced may lead you to embrace other people's expectations, standards or values.有時(shí)你的不自信和

8、缺乏經(jīng)驗(yàn)會(huì)使你接受別人的期望，標(biāo)準(zhǔn)或價(jià)值觀。But you can harness that inexperience to carve out here path one that is free the burden of knowing how things are supposed to be, a path that is defined by its own particular set of reasons.但你們要知道，無(wú)經(jīng)驗(yàn)可以造就你自己的路，一條沒(méi)有“事情應(yīng)該怎么做的負(fù)擔(dān)”的路，一條由自己的理由來(lái)定義的路。The other day I went to an amuseme

9、nt park with my soon to be four-year-old son and I watched him play arcade games.有一天我和我快四歲大的兒子去了游樂(lè)園，我看著他玩街機(jī)游戲。He was incredibly focused, throwing his ball at the target.他非常專(zhuān)注的把球往靶子上扔。Jewish mother that I am, I skipped twenty steps, and was already imagining him as a major league player.作為一名猶太母親，我跳過(guò)2

10、0個(gè)步驟，已經(jīng)開(kāi)始想象他是一個(gè)大聯(lián)盟的球員。With what is his aim and his arm and his concentration, but then I realized what he want.頭球精準(zhǔn)，手臂健壯，全神貫注，但是后來(lái)我意識(shí)到了他想要的是什么。He was playing to trade in his tickets for the crappy plastic toys.他玩這個(gè)是為了得到票以換取那些粗劣的塑料玩具。The prize was much more exciting than the game to get it.獎(jiǎng)品遠(yuǎn)比游戲過(guò)程令人

11、興奮。I of course want to urge him to take joy and the challenge if the game, the improvement upon practice, the satisfaction of doing something well, and even feeling the accomplishment when achieving the game's goals.我當(dāng)然想敦促他享受游戲的歡樂(lè)和挑戰(zhàn)，在練習(xí)中進(jìn)步，表現(xiàn)優(yōu)越而獲得滿(mǎn)足感，甚至是在達(dá)到游戲目標(biāo)時(shí)的成就感。But all these aspects were s

12、haded by the little ten-cent plastic man, with sticky stretchy blue arms that adhere to the walls.但所有這些方面都被十美分的塑料小人玩具給遮蓋了，它有著可以粘在墻壁上的藍(lán)色手臂。That was the prize.這就是所謂獎(jiǎng)品。In a child's nature, we see many of our innate tendencies.從一個(gè)孩子的天性中，我們看到了我們?cè)S多與生俱來(lái)的傾向。I saw myself in him and perhaps you do too.我在他

13、身上看到了自己，也許你們也看到了自身。Prizes serve as false idols everywhere, prestige, wealth, fame, power.獎(jiǎng)品作為虛假偶像無(wú)處不在，聲譽(yù)，財(cái)富，名聲，力量。You will be exposed to many of these, if not all.你將會(huì)接觸到很多，至少也會(huì)碰到幾個(gè)。Of course part of why I was invited to come to speak today beyond my being a proud alumna is that I've recruited so

14、me very coveted toys in my life, including a not so plastic, not so crappy one, an Oscar.當(dāng)然今天我被邀請(qǐng)來(lái)演講的部分原因除了我是一個(gè)驕傲的女校友外，是因?yàn)槲以谌松惺占艘恍┓浅Ａ钊舜瓜训耐婢?，不像塑料那么廉價(jià)，也不那么蹩腳，一座奧斯卡小金人。So we bump up against the common troll I think of the commencement address people who have achieved a lot telling you that the fruits

15、 of the achievement are not are not always to be trusted.我們通常在畢業(yè)典禮演講上碰到的煩心事那就是取得了許多成功的人告訴你成功的果實(shí)并不總是值得信任。But I think that contradiction can be reconciled and in fact instructed.但是我認(rèn)為矛盾實(shí)際上是可以協(xié)調(diào)的，并且具有教導(dǎo)意義。Achievement is wonderful when you know why you're doing it.成就是美好的，當(dāng)你知道你為什么這么做的時(shí)候。And when you

16、don't know, it can be a terrible trap.如果你不知道，它就可能變成可怕的陷阱。I went to a public high school on Long Island. Syosset high school. Ooh, Hello Syosset.我念的是長(zhǎng)島的公立高中。西奧賽特中學(xué)。哇哦，你們好，西奧賽特的校友們。The girls I went to school with had Prada bag and flat-ironed hair and they spoke with an accent, I who had moved her

17、e at age 9 from Connecticut mimicked to fit in. Florida oranges. Chocolate, Cherries.和我一起上學(xué)的女孩們有普拉達(dá)手袋，拉直了頭發(fā)，她們說(shuō)話(huà)帶有的口音，是我9歲從康涅狄格搬到這里后為了融入一直致力模仿的。佛羅里達(dá)橘子，巧克力，櫻桃。Since I'm ancient and the Internet was just starting when I was in high school.因?yàn)槲姨狭?，在我高中的時(shí)候互聯(lián)網(wǎng)才剛剛開(kāi)始興起。People didn't really pay that

18、much attention to the fact that I was an actress.大家并不怎么在意我是一個(gè)演員。I was known mainly in school for having a backpack bigger than I was and always having white-out on my hands, because I hated seeing anything crossed out in my notebooks.我在學(xué)校為人所知的主要原因是有一個(gè)比自己還大的背包，手上總是有涂改液，因?yàn)槲矣憛捲谖业墓P記本上看到叉。I was voted for

19、 my senior yearbook most likely to be a contestant on Jeopardy or code for nerdiest.我在畢業(yè)年鑒中被評(píng)選為最可能成為智力競(jìng)賽選手的人，通俗來(lái)說(shuō)就是最呆的書(shū)呆子。When I got to Harvard just after the release of Star Wars Episode one.我在哈佛上學(xué)那年星球大戰(zhàn)一剛上映。I knew I would be starting over in terms of how people viewed me.我知道我需要重建別人對(duì)我的看法了。I feared

20、people would assume I gotten in just for being famous, and that they will think that I was not worthy of the intellectual rigor here.我擔(dān)心人們會(huì)認(rèn)為我只是靠知名度被錄取的，他們會(huì)認(rèn)為我配不上這里嚴(yán)苛的智力水平。And it would not have been far from the truth.其實(shí)事實(shí)上八九不離十。When I came here I never written a 10-page paper before.我來(lái)到這里前從未寫(xiě)過(guò)一份10頁(yè)

21、紙長(zhǎng)的論文。I'm not even sure I'd written a 5-page paper.我甚至不確定我能寫(xiě)出5頁(yè)紙長(zhǎng)的論文。I was alarmed and intimidated by the calm eyes of fellow students, who came here from Dalton or Exeter who thought that compared to high school the workload here was easy.我被同學(xué)們冷靜的眼神刺激并嚇到了，他們從道爾頓或?？巳禺厴I(yè)，認(rèn)為和高中相比，這里的作業(yè)量少之又少。I

22、was completely overwhelmed and thought that reading a thousand pages a week with unimaginable.我完全不知所措，認(rèn)為一禮拜看完一千頁(yè)書(shū)籍簡(jiǎn)直無(wú)法想象。That writing a fifty-page thesis is just something I could never do.寫(xiě)一篇50頁(yè)的論文我永遠(yuǎn)都不可能做得到。I had no ideas how to declare my intentions.我完全不知道該怎么表達(dá)我的意圖。I couldn't even articulate

23、them to myself.我對(duì)自己都無(wú)法解釋。I've been acting since I was 11, but I thought acting was too frivolous and certainly not meaningful.我從11歲就開(kāi)始演戲，但是我認(rèn)為演戲是輕佻且無(wú)意義的。I came from a family of academics and was very concerned of being taken seriously.我出身書(shū)香門(mén)第，非常在意別人是否把我當(dāng)回事。In contrast to my inability to declare

24、myself, on my first day of orientation freshman year, five separate students introduce themselves to me by saying I'm going to be President. Remember I told you that.跟我的不敢言明相比，大一新生培訓(xùn)的第一天，5位同學(xué)分別對(duì)我自我介紹說(shuō)：我將來(lái)會(huì)成為總統(tǒng)。記住我今天跟你說(shuō)的話(huà)。Their names, for the record, were Bernie Sanders, Marco Rubio, Ted Cruz bo?

25、te, Barack Obama, and Hilary Clinton.嚴(yán)肅地說(shuō)，他們的名字分別是伯尼·桑德斯，馬克·盧比奧，泰德·克魯茲夜總會(huì)，巴拉克·奧巴馬和希拉里·克林頓。（調(diào)侃總統(tǒng)候選人）In all seriousness, I believed everyone of them, their bearing and self-confidence alone seemed proof of their prophecy where I couldn't shake my self-doubt.認(rèn)真來(lái)說(shuō)，我相信他們每一個(gè)人，

26、他們的態(tài)度和自信本身就足以證明他們的預(yù)言。而我卻無(wú)法擺脫自我懷疑。I got in only because I'm famous. This is how others saw me and it was how I saw myself.我被錄取只是因?yàn)橹?。這就是別人對(duì)我的看法，我自己也是這么看的。Driven by these insecurities, I decided that I was going to find something to do in Harvard that was serious and meaningful that would change

27、the world and make it a better place.在不自信的驅(qū)使下，我決定要在哈佛找到嚴(yán)肅而有意義的事情來(lái)做，以此改變世界，讓世界變得更美好。At the age of 18, I'd already been acting for seven years, and assumed that find a more serious and profound path in college.在我18歲時(shí)，已經(jīng)演了7年的戲，認(rèn)為自己該在大學(xué)找到一條更嚴(yán)肅深刻的道路。So freshman fall, I decided to take neurobiology an

28、d advanced modern Hebrew literature because I was serious and intellectual.所以大一秋季我決定修神經(jīng)生物學(xué)和高等現(xiàn)代希伯來(lái)文學(xué)，因?yàn)槲液苷J(rèn)真，很有智慧。Needless to say, I should have failed both.不用說(shuō)，我兩科都應(yīng)該掛掉。I got Bs, for your information, and to this day, every Sunday I burn a small effigy to the pagan gods of grade inflation.順便說(shuō)下，我拿了B，

29、而且直至今日，每個(gè)禮拜天我都要燒小雕像，供奉保佑成績(jī)膨脹的異教神靈。But as I was fighting my way through Aleph Bet Yod Y'shua in Hebrew and the different mechanisms of neuro-response, I saw friends around me writing papers on sailing and pop culture magazine, and professors teaching classes on fairy tale and matrix.但當(dāng)我為了希伯來(lái)語(yǔ)課的ab

30、c以及神經(jīng)應(yīng)答的不同機(jī)制而掙扎時(shí)，我看到朋友們寫(xiě)關(guān)于帆船的論文，寫(xiě)流行文化雜志，看到教授講童話(huà)故事和黑客帝國(guó)。I realized seriousness for seriousness sake was its own kind of trophy, and a dubious one, a pose I sought to counter some half-imagined argument about who I was.我發(fā)現(xiàn)為了嚴(yán)肅而嚴(yán)肅，這本身就是一種虛榮，而且是很模棱兩可的，是為了反抗我想象出的自我而采取的一種姿態(tài)。There was a reason I was an act

31、or, I love what I do.我當(dāng)演員是有原因的，我愛(ài)我的職業(yè)。And I saw from my peers and mentors that it was not only an acceptable reason, it was the best reason.我從我的同伴和導(dǎo)師身上看到這不只是一個(gè)可以接受的理由，這是最棒的理由。When I got my graduation, sitting where you sit today, after four years of trying to get excited about something else.我參加畢業(yè)典禮

32、的時(shí)候正坐著你們現(xiàn)在正坐的地方，我花了4年時(shí)間來(lái)尋找其它讓我開(kāi)心的東西。I admitted to myself that I couldn't wait to go back and make more films.我對(duì)自己坦白，我已經(jīng)等不及去拍更多的電影了。I wanted to tell stories, to imagine the lives of others and help others do the same.我想要講述故事，想象別人的生活，并幫助別人做到同樣的事。I have found or perhaps reclaimed my reason.我找到了，或者說(shuō)

33、重拾了我的理由。You have a prize now or at least you will tomorrow.你們現(xiàn)在拿到了獎(jiǎng)品，或者說(shuō)明天。The prize is a Harvard degree in your hand, but what is your reason behind it?獎(jiǎng)品就是你們手中的哈佛畢業(yè)證，但這背后當(dāng)?shù)睦碛墒鞘裁?？My Harvard degree represents for me to curiosity and invention that were encouraged here, the friendship that i sustaine

34、d, the way professor Graham told me not to describe the way like hit a flower, but rather the shadow that the flower cast, the way professor Scarry talked about theater is a transformative religious force, how professor Coslin showed how much our visual cortex is activated just by imaging.哈佛學(xué)位對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)是我

35、在這里被激發(fā)的好奇心和創(chuàng)造力，是我維系的友誼，是格萊安姆教授告訴我的不要去描述光線(xiàn)是怎噩夢(mèng)照射花朵的，而要描述花朵投下的影子，是斯卡里教授談到戲劇是一種變革性的宗教力量，是卡瑟琳教授向我們展示皮質(zhì)只靠想象就可以激活。Now granted these things don't necessarily help me answer the most common question I'm asked, What designers are you wearing? What's your fitness regime? Any makeup tips?雖然這些知識(shí)并不能幫

36、助我回答最常見(jiàn)的問(wèn)題，你穿的是哪位設(shè)計(jì)師的作品？你的健身方法是什么？有啥化妝技巧么？But I have never since been embarrassed to myself as what I might previously have thought was a stupid question.但從那之后我再?zèng)]有因此前我可能會(huì)覺(jué)得愚蠢的問(wèn)題而為自己感到羞愧。My Harvard degree and other awards are emblems of the experiences which led me to them, the wood-paneled lecture h

37、alls, the colorful fall leaves, the hot vanilla toscanini, reading great novels and overstuffed library chairs running through dining hall screaming ooh! ah! city steps! city steps! city steps!我的哈佛學(xué)位以及其他獎(jiǎng)項(xiàng)都是我的經(jīng)歷的象征，木質(zhì)地板的講堂，五彩的秋葉，熱香草托斯卡尼尼，在圖書(shū)館軟椅上閱讀精彩小說(shuō)，在食堂里邊跑邊喊：“哇哦，城市的步伐！城市的步伐！城市的步伐！”It's easy no

38、w to romanticize my time here.如今浪漫地回想求學(xué)時(shí)光是很容易的。But I had some very difficult times here too.但我也有過(guò)非常艱苦的日子。Some combination of being nineteen, dealing with my first heartbreak, taking birth control pills that has since have been taken off the market for the depressive side effects, and spending too mu

39、ch time missing daylight during winter months, led me to some pretty dark moments, particularly during sophomore year.19歲時(shí)因第一次分手而心碎。吃了有問(wèn)題的避孕藥，后來(lái)因?yàn)橛械乐钟舻母弊饔枚．a(chǎn)，冬天好幾個(gè)月不下樓，見(jiàn)不到陽(yáng)光，種種致使了那段很黑暗的時(shí)光，尤其是大二那年。There were several occasions I started crying in meetings with professors, overwhelmed with what I was

40、supposed to pull off when I could barely get myself out of bed in the morning.我曾好幾次在跟教授會(huì)面時(shí)失聲痛哭，不知道自己該如何努力而崩潰，連早上起床都很難做到。Moments when I took on the motto for my school work. Done. Not good.那段時(shí)期我對(duì)自己功課的格言是。做完了，但是不好。If only I could finish my work, even if it took eating a jumbo pack of sour path kids to

41、 get me through a single 10 page paper.只要能完成作業(yè)，就算讓我吃超大包的酸味軟膠糖都可以，只要能寫(xiě)完一篇10頁(yè)的論文。I felt that I'd accomplished a great feat.我覺(jué)得自己完成了偉大的功績(jī)。I repeat to myself. Done. Not good.我反復(fù)對(duì)自己說(shuō)。做完了，但是不好。A couple years ago I went to Tokyo with my husband and I ate at the most remarkable sushi restaurant.幾年前，我跟丈夫

42、去東京玩，我在最美味的壽司店里吃飯。I don't even eat fish. I'm vegan. So that tells you how good it was.我不吃魚(yú)，我是素食主義者。所以你們?cè)撝滥怯卸嗪贸粤?。Even with just vegetables, this sushi was the stuff you dreamed about.即便只是蔬菜而已，那壽司都是夢(mèng)寐以求的美味。The restaurant had six seats, my husband and I marveled at how anyone can make rice so

43、superior to all other rice.餐廳有6個(gè)座位，我丈夫和我驚訝于怎么可以把米飯做的如此無(wú)以倫比。We wondered why they didn't make a bigger restaurant and be the most popular place in town.我們想知道為什么他們不開(kāi)個(gè)更大的餐廳，成為鎮(zhèn)上最受歡迎的地方。Our local friends explain to us that all the best restaurants in Tokyo are that small.當(dāng)?shù)氐呐笥严蛭覀兘忉屨f(shuō)在東京所有最好的餐館都很小。And

44、do only one type of dish: sushi or tempura or teriyaki.只做一種類(lèi)型的料理：壽司、天婦羅或照燒。Because they want to do that thing well and beautifully.因?yàn)樗麄兿氚岩患赂珊?，干漂亮。And it's not about quantity, it's about taking pleasure in the perfection and beauty of the particular.這跟數(shù)量無(wú)關(guān)，它關(guān)乎在追求完美中享受愉悅。I'm still learnin

45、g now that it's about good and maybe never done, that the joy and work ethic and virtuosity we bring to the particular can impart a singular type enjoyment to those we give to you, and of course to ourselves.我現(xiàn)在仍在學(xué)習(xí)，關(guān)鍵在于做好，而不是做完，做某事時(shí)的快樂(lè)，敬業(yè)和爐火純青可以給我們服務(wù)的對(duì)象帶來(lái)一種特定的享受，當(dāng)然也讓我們自己得到享受。And my professional

46、 life it also took me time to find my own reasons for doing my work.在我的職業(yè)生涯中，我花費(fèi)了不少時(shí)間來(lái)找尋我做這份工作的原因。The first film I was in came out in 1994.我參演的第一部電影在1994年上映。Again, appallingly, the year most of you were born.又是一件很?chē)樔说氖?，那年你們中的大多?shù)才剛出生。I was 13 years old upon the film's release.電影上映時(shí)我才13歲。And I can

47、still quote what the New York Times said about me verbatim.至今我仍能一字不差的復(fù)述紐約時(shí)報(bào)對(duì)我的評(píng)價(jià)。Miss Portman poses better than she acts.波特曼小姐擺造型的功力比演戲要強(qiáng)得多。The film had a universally tepid critic response and went on to bomb commercially.這部電影在全球的反響都是不慍不火，而商業(yè)方面則是慘敗。That film is called The Professional, or Leon in Eu

48、rope.這部電影叫做這個(gè)殺手不太冷，在歐洲叫殺手萊昂。And today, twenty years and 35 films later, it is still the film people approach me about the most to tell me how much they loved it.直至今天，在20內(nèi)拍了35部電影之后，它仍然是人們見(jiàn)到我時(shí)最常提到的片子，他們告訴我有多愛(ài)這部電影。How much it moved them. How it's their favorite movie.它多么的感人，是他們最喜歡的電影。I feel lucky t

49、hat my first experience releasing a film was initially such a disaster by all standards and measures.我感到很幸運(yùn)，我首次參演的電影起初在所有的標(biāo)準(zhǔn)看來(lái)都是一場(chǎng)災(zāi)難。I learned early that my meaning had to be from the experience of making the film and the possibility of connecting with individuals rather than the foremost trophies i

50、n my industry: financial and critical success.我很早就學(xué)到，我的價(jià)值應(yīng)該來(lái)自于電影拍攝過(guò)程的體驗(yàn)，來(lái)自觸碰人心的可能，而不是我們行業(yè)最首要的榮譽(yù)：商業(yè)和影評(píng)方面的成功。And also these initial reactions could be false predictors of your work's ultimate legacy.而且，最初的反響可能會(huì)錯(cuò)誤預(yù)測(cè)了你的作品的最終價(jià)值。I started choosing only job that i'm passionate about and from which

51、I knew I could bring meaningful experiences.于是我開(kāi)始只挑那些我熱愛(ài)的事情來(lái)做，直選那些我知道能汲取到有意義經(jīng)驗(yàn)的工作。This thoroughly confused everyone around me: agents, producers and audiences alike.這讓我身邊的人感到很困惑：經(jīng)紀(jì)人，制片人，還有觀眾也是如此。I made Cotaya's Ghost, a foreign independent film and studied history, visiting the Prada every day f

52、or four months as I read about goya and the Spanish Inquisition.我拍了外國(guó)獨(dú)立電影戈雅之靈，為此我學(xué)習(xí)歷史，連續(xù)4個(gè)月我每天研讀戈雅和西班牙裁判所。I made V for Vendetta, studio action movie for which I learned everything I could about freedom fighters whom otherwise maybe call terrorists.我拍了動(dòng)作片V字仇殺隊(duì)，為此學(xué)習(xí)了所有自由戰(zhàn)士相關(guān)的東西，他們也被稱(chēng)為恐怖分子。From Menache

53、n Begin to Weather Underground.從Menachen Begin到Weather Underground組織。I made Your Highness a pothead comedy with Danny McBride and laughed for three months straight.我拍了王子殿下，Danny McBride導(dǎo)演的大麻喜劇，這讓我足足笑了三個(gè)月。I was able to own my meaning and not have it be determined by box office receipts or prestige.我可

54、以決定自己的價(jià)值，而不是讓票房或名聲來(lái)決定。By the time I got making BlackSwan, the experience was entirely my own.當(dāng)我拍黑天鵝時(shí)，整個(gè)經(jīng)歷都是屬于我自己的。I felt immune to the worst things anyone could say or write about me, and to whether the audience felt like to see my movie or not.我感覺(jué)自己已經(jīng)刀槍不入，不管別人怎么說(shuō)我，也不在意觀眾是否會(huì)看我的電影。It was instructive

55、for me to see for ballet dancers, once your technique gets to a certain level, the only thing that separates you from others is your quirks or even flaws.對(duì)我很有啟示的是，對(duì)芭蕾舞者而言，當(dāng)你的技巧達(dá)到一定高度后，唯一能讓你與他人不同的就是你的怪癖甚至瑕疵。One ballerina was famous for how she turned slightly off balanced.有位芭蕾舞者因轉(zhuǎn)圈輕微不平衡而出名。You can ne

56、ver be the best technically, someone will always have a higher jump or a more beautiful line.從技術(shù)上來(lái)說(shuō)，你永遠(yuǎn)做不到最好，總會(huì)有人比你跳得更高，或者有更美的姿態(tài)。The only thing you can be the best at is developing your own self.你唯一能做到最好的就是發(fā)展你的自我。Authoring your own experience was very much what Black Swan itself was about.為你自己的體驗(yàn)做主就

57、是黑天鵝中講述的事情。I work with Darren Aronofsky the film's director who changed my last line in the movie to It was perfect.我與Darren Aronofsky導(dǎo)演合作，他把我電影中的最后一句臺(tái)詞改成了："這真完美?！盉ecause my character Nina is only artistically successful when she finds perfection and pleasure for herself, not when she's

58、 trying to be perfect in the eyes of others.因?yàn)槲绎椦莸慕巧玁ina在藝術(shù)上的成功只在為自己找到完美和愉悅之時(shí)出現(xiàn)，而不是為了試圖在別人眼中變得完美。So when blacks Swan successful financially and I began receiving accolades.所以當(dāng)黑天鵝獲得商業(yè)上的成功，而我也開(kāi)始得到贊揚(yáng)之時(shí)。I felt honored and grateful to have connected with people.我覺(jué)得榮耀和感恩的事我接觸到了人心。But the true core of my meanin